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First off, OMG MY COMPUTER IS BACK!!! :DDD
It was completely riddled with viruses :( And I had no moneys to get it fixed, nor could my tech friends help me out-school sucks.
BUT I AM SO HAPPY TO BE BACK! ^^ And with thousands and thousands of messages to go through :faint: I'm really sorry for not getting back you snazzy people who have been thanking me and my friends who have been bugging me :) I'll try to get through those asap.
Second, layout's gotten sorta weird o.O Some things have changed, which is scaring me D:
Third, I have done almost nothing ^^; No photography, not too much writing, and... yeah, that's all I do XP Hopefully dA will inspire me so I can amaze you all with my talents! :D *tries to avoid rotten fruit*
xoxo
Zuki
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Or at least nom my sweatshirt DX Flicker, get off meeeeee...

And for other relevant news:

It is November. Huzzah. Cold weather on the move :noes: If I die, I just want you to know that I love you all! :heart: well, most of you... ;P Just teasing!

School fails. Actually, lets rephrase that: I fail school :iconcryforeverplz: Junior year is so hard! Sophomore year seems so easy looking back on it...
Anyways, I am barely on any more. Hate it :X So if I don't get back to you on whatever until a week or more later, my apologies :iconforgivemeplz:

Erm, what else...

In the life of Zuki, several lovely (and not so lovely) events have occured:

I gots me a new boytoy :meow: Just kidding :D Sorta. I do have a new boyfriend, but he isn't my boytoy. Just my slave :evillaugh:

I UNDERSTOOD MY MATH HOMEWORK YESTERDAY! :iconveryexcitedplz: This is huge, I assure you :XD:

Came home a few days ago only to run into my mom and sis running out the door. Turns out they were heading to a family counseling session as per someone's suggestion. They weren't bringing me though. How sad is that? Both the fact that they're going to a family counseling session without the whole "family" and that I'm actually a little depressed about it :hmm: Screw them I guess, and move on.


Last thing, and then I will let you go :D
I'm almost out of my subscription! :noes: So sad. I may have to put up one of those donation things and offer those deals in return (you know, 1 pt = 1 :+fav:, 5 pts = 1 :+devwatch:, etc...). Drat. That means this is my last cool, colorful journal for a while T.T

So how are you guys holding up? Jobs/School/People being a pain, or everything running pretty smoothly? Hope it's the latter :icongrin--plz:


Enjoy the art :aww:

:thumb117852987: :thumb139817683:
Toilet Paper by dsinger Sound of life by Hellobaby
:thumb181585184: BreakYou are 5 years old, and being led away from your mother, family, and home for the last time. You hold tightly to the nice lady's hand, even as you turn your head to get one last look at mommy.
Mommy is crying.
As the days pass all you can remember is mommy crying and that the nice lady didn't smell good. You've been told the reasons why you need a new home, but you don't understand them. Words like "abuse", "drugs", "sex", they don't mean anything to you.
You are not crying.
//break//
You are 9 years old, and the family that adopted you doesn't love you anymore. They act like they do, in public, but home is a much different story. Your parents think that every problem will be solved with the right amount of force, at least as far as you are concerned. If they aren't beating you, they are taking all that you own from your room and locking you in it, with nothing.
Last week they threw away everything from your past life, and considering how little they have given you, you don't have muc

Alone by Madame-Boudoir :thumb102102782:

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First, hello to all my new watchers! :wave: I've gotten a few since my last update, so here's a quick shout out to you all :glomp: You guys rock! (And so do you, my long time watchers ;) )

Next, thank you so much for the birthday wishes my dear friends :love: You make me feel so special! :iconchuwyplz:

Oh, and a few other things to celebrate besides my b-day :D -
Happy 10-10-10 ^^
Happy Birthday Naruto Uzumaki! (From the show Naruto. (Did not know this until today actually ^^;)

And as always, apologizes for short responses :nirvana: School has consumed me, as have after-school activities and general home stuff :X I am a busy busy person to my great regret. I miss slow summer days :iconcryforeverplz:

Still, yayz for all you amazing people! :iconfoxyayzplz: And for me I guess, for making it to age 17 :XD:

Some pretty art to wrap it all up :aww: :

Summertime by arterie Prayers to the NightHave you ever hoped
for the eternity of the night?
Where your worries
blown by west wind requiem
to the endless ocean of hope
Leave nothing but memories without your tears
Or the sadness of heart
melting on the petal of white rose
Sit beside the brokenhearted soul
because she will always be there for you
When the gall of life
replaced by dreams of a night angel
Erase the line between reality and fantasy
and whisper your hope to the shooting star
Look through the crystal of night
whose glow tells us a story
Prayers to the moon
for not going away from your side

garden by tahra A blue sky by pchaness
:thumb21050606: cranes by SuzyTheButcher

Enjoy! :D

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Wow...
I'm exhausted @.@ I've been getting about 4 hours of sleep every night for the last week. Only 2 on one of those. It's been pretty busy. How are you guys holding up? School already killing you?
:iconcuteicondividerplz::iconcuteicondividerplz::iconcuteicondividerplz:
I've been waiting to use that divider for so long :D
Anyways, super-tiny school rant, check. Art? Not-checked.
What art exactly? Well this is sort of a shout out to myself for "Alone Together;" it has been one of my best received poems to date, and I'm so happy! :iconyayzplz: Glad everyone has liked it ^^
And of course, it's rude to talk just about me, so check out these lovely pieces of writing I found:
:thumb168900263: (And okay, maybe "lovely" is the wrong word to use for this ^^; )
BelieveSomebody once asked me
"In what do you believe?"
And I answered them simply
"I believe in everything"
I believe in you,
I believe in me
I believe in hope and faith,
And so much in reality
I believe in innocence,
Because it makes me smile,
And I see it every single day,
On the face of my child
I believe in passion,
And a love that burns so deep,
Yes, I…believe…
In everything
I…believe…
In the little steps of my life,
And where they'll take me
I…believe…
In living in the moment,
And that you make your destiny…
Someone once asked me,
"Do you believe in anything?"
And I answered them simply,
"No, I believe in everything."
I believe in you,
I believe in me
I believe in sunny days,
When the sky is so clear
I believe in laughter,
I even believe in tears,
These two can be the same thing,
In case you think that's weird
I believe in joy,
And yet in pain,
These are the things that shape us,
They make us who we will remain
I…believe…
In the little steps

And a few pretty pictures just for the heck of it :D :
MoonGoddess by dahlig
rain by ototoi
Ronald McDonald by sachsen (Yes, this is creepy but it also makes me laugh :XD: )
:iconrainbowheartplz1::iconrainbowheartplz2::iconrainbowheartplz3:
Last rant, I promise:
ZOMG, FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST BROTHERHOOD!! :onfire: Please, it does not matter if you are an anime fan or not. Please, for the sake of your mentality, go watch it. The time is worth what you get out of it. The messages, the characters, the everything... so great. And to think I had doubts that it could trump the original FMA. So naive of me...
And if nothing else, great opening music ^^
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Last thing, I swear, and then you can go to bed/eat/pee/whatever: Because of the whole "school" thing (highly overrated, I promise), I am very sloooooow when it comes to replying now. Please have patience, I beg of you ^^; Not that any of you are sitting in front of your computers thinking, "Will Zuki have replied yet?" Or at least I really hope not o_0
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I lied. Very last thing. What is with cats and keyboards?

Goodnight, I sleep now ^^ After replying to about 30 messages of course ^^;

PS: Yes, I changed my journal again =P Kittens! :iconmonkeyloveplz:

Graphics by tyleramato
CSS by moonfreak
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Phew, managed to get my caption contest entry in on time. My scanner is crap, but it worked (sorta) in the end ^^
I'm bored though (and putting off piles of homework) so here's a meme that I've seen everybody doing. Jacked from :icontoontwins::


1) Are you really ready for 125 questions?
More than I'm ready to face all those history notes and trig problems.

2) Was your last real relationship a mistake?
Meh. Yeah. Nice guy though, just not the one for me.

3) Do you believe in God?
Undecided.  

4) Who did you last say "I love you" to?
My best friend/non romantic soul mate, Luke ^^

5) Do you regret it?
Hell no. Thus the whole "soul mate" thing =P

6) Have you ever been depressed?
Fuck yes ('scuse the language)

7) Have a best friend?
Several, and they all mean so much to me ^^

8) Are you a boy or girl?
Chica.
Onnanoko.
Girl, for those who don't speak Spanish or Japanese :lol:

9) What is your relationship status?
Single, but looking at someone. Now if only they were looking back...

10) How do you want to die?
A beautiful death

11) What did you last eat?
Uhhh... better question would be when did I eat? It may have been an apple. Maybe.

12) Played any sports?
Yesh! Track, Soccer, Tae Kwon Do, and Fencing ^^

13) Do you bite your nails?
Nope.

14) When was your last physical fight?
Two days ago. Some of my ribs are bruised :(

15) Do you have an attitude?
Hell yes. Normally I only have one if you're pissing me off though, so no need to worry ; )

16) Ever been arrested?
Nope, 'cause I've never gotten caught :D

17) What is your real name?
Hazuki Ryuuzora. Yes, for those of you who speak some Japanese, My last name is "Dragon Sky." Corny, but epic in my opinion :D Someone obviously was a drama king/queen when they changed their last name in my family :nod:

18) Do you have a lot of friends?
Yeah, I'd say so. Level of friendship varies though.

19) Are you gonna get drunk later?
Probably not.

20) Do you hate anyone at the moment?
Yupp. A number of people.

21) Do you miss someone?
Yes, several.

22) Twirl or cut your spaghetti?
Ballerina style! :iconsparklylaplz:

23) Do you tan a lot?
I don't go out of my way too, but I tan in the summer sunshine :iconsunshineplz:

24) Have any pets?
Yes: Doggy and Kitty and 4 Geckos ^^

25) How exactly are you feeling?
Tired. Hungry. Worried.

26) Ever eaten food in a car while someone or yourself is driving?
Yep. Also spilled a burrito all over me while doing that.

27) Ever made out in the bathroom?
Does a room next to a bathroom count?

28) Would you take any of your exes back?
...maaaaybeee...

29) Are you scared of spiders?
Nope, unless they are mutants. Then yeah, I'd be a little nervous.

30) Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?
Uh-huh. Definitely several things I want to go and redo and do without.

31) Do you regret anything from your past?
Yes.

32) What are your plans for this weekend?
Saturday Market! :D And a soccer game that we'll lose ^^

33) Do you want to have kids?
Depends on how life turns out. None of my own though, only adopt.

34) Ever kissed somebody whose name starts with an M?
Yes, a Matt and a Michael.

35) Do you type fast?
Heck yeah! :dance:

36) Do you have piercings? How many?
2 in one ear, 3 in the other.

37) Want any more?
Possibly another one in my left ear and two in the other so they'd be even.

38) Can you spell well?
No. Thank god for spell check :XD:

39) Do you miss anyone from your past?
Yes. My bff from elementary/early middle school who moved :(

40) What are you craving right now?
Roast Beef and Apple Pie :drool:

41) Ever been to a bonfire party?
Yeah, a handful.

42) When is the last time you went shopping?
Couple days ago.

43) Have you ever been on a horse?
Yes! My friend owns two, so I go riding sometimes ^^

44) Kissed someone in a pick up truck?
Nope.

45) Have you ever broken someone's heart?
I think so :hmm:

46) Have you ever been cheated on?
Not to my knowledge.

47) Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?
Again, not to my knowledge. Definite possibility though :hmm:

48) Did you speak to your father today?
Nope. Doesn't help that I've never truly met him.

49) Would you live with someone without marrying them?
Sure ^^ My friend's Luke and Rhina have talked about being flatmates during/after college :D

50) What should you be doing?
A helluva lot of homework :icontearplz:

51) What's irritating you right now?
Knowing that I have a lot of homework. And that food is too far away from me.

52) Have you ever liked someone so much that it hurts?
God yes. Still do. Hate him for it too.

53) Does somebody love you?
Yeah, I think.

54) What is your favorite color?
Blues and certain greens/reds/purples :iconsasukeishappy: And grey!

55) Have you ever changed clothes in a vehicle?
Yup, a lot for soccer :)

56) Do you have a phone?
Yes ^^

57) Do you have trust issues?
Hell freaking yes.

58) Are you gonna get high later?
Nope.

59) Have you ever shaved in the kitchen sink?
Nope.

60) Do you have a good relationship with your parents?
Nope.

63) Who was the last person you cried in front of?
Myself. I don't cry a lot, so hard to remember. It might have been Anthony and Nathaniel I think.

64) Do you give out second chances too easily?
Not generally.

65) Is it easier to forgive or forget?
Forgetting. I don't forgive easily.

66) Is this year the best year of your life?
Umm... yes and no. No, because I met a lot of people who I love and adore, but no, because a lot of shitty stuff happened.

67) What was your childhood nickname?
Zuki. Moony. Zucchini.

68) Have you ever walked outside completely naked?
Yes ^^;

69) Do you think you're a good person?
Not particularly.

70) Do you believe everything happens for a reason?
Tokidoki: sometimes.

71) What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Drove home from a party and took off my jeans.

72) Is there anyone you wish was still in your life? Who?
Not that comes to mind...

73) What is bothering you?
HOMEWORK. How many times must I say it?!

74) Have you ever been out of town?
Yes, a lot.

75) Do you play the Wii?
When the occasion calls for it.

76) Are you listening to music right now? What song?
You Could Be Happy, Snow Patrol ^^

77) Do you like Chinese food?
More of a Japanese/Vietnamese, but yeah, Chinese isn't bad :)

78) Do you know your fathers b-day?
No.

79) Are you afraid of the dark?
Depends on where I am.

80) Is cheating ever okay?
Depends on the situation.

81) Are you mean?
Yes, if you give me reason to be.

82) Can you keep white shoes clean?
I don't buy white shoes since I don't trust myself for that very reason :XD:

83) Have you noticed this survey stopped getting personal?
Uh, not really...

84) Do you believe in true love?
I believe in multiple true loves. I mean, if you don't have love, what do you have?

85) Are you proud of the person you've become?
Ehh... I could be more than I could be I know. I hide behind masks a lot.

86) Have you ever been out of state?
Yes, quite a bit actually.

88) Do you like the outside?
Yes :)

89) Are you currently bored?
More tired if anything.

90) Do you wanna get married?
Kinda depends on who I come across. Luke is my backup plan :XD: I love my Lukey :love: And yes, he does know about this plan of mine ;P

91) Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?
NO.

92) Are you hungry?
Yesssssss...

93) Do you have a bank account?
Uh-huh. 2 :O

94) What makes you happy?
Being with friends, good food (I am simple in nature, yes I know ;p), good music, a great story/piece of art/anime (which is combination of the previous two ^^), no homework, no responsibilities. Probably some other stuff too that I'm forgetting ^^

95) Would you change your name?
Possibly.

96) Ever been to Alaska?
Nuh-uh.

97) The best memory you've had in a library?
What? Uh, reading good books. Duh. Nothing else too it :XD:

98) Do you watch the news?
I don't watch TV in general.

99) What' s your zodiac sign?
Libra! ^^ Rawr, I'm a lion :D

100) Do you like Subway?
Yesh ^^

102) Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?
Luke... hmm... I dunno. Wait and see what happens I guess. I know I'll be showing this to you later Luke, so I can just ask you then I guess :XD:

103) Do you talk like your friends?
Nope. We use their real names, not their character names.

104) Do you like to talk to your friends?
Yep :la:

105) Have you ever seen someone you knew & purposely avoided them?
More than I thought I would be doing lately ^^;

106) Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?
Yes. Luke, you are taking over my journaaaaal...

107) Who is the last guy you talked to?
Guess.
...
...
If you said Tom Hanks you are incorrect.
If you said Luke you are ALSO incorrect :evillaugh:
If you said Anthony, correct ; )

108) Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
Yes, I don't like smoking.

109) Do you go to church?
No.

110) What's going on between you and your best friends?
Party! :dance:

111)Who's the last person you had a deep conversation with?
Luke :huggle:

112) Have you ever regretted letting someone go?
For a little bit, but I got over it.

113) Do you enjoy piercings & tattoos?
Eh, if done tastefully. I may get a tattoo someday, one day...

114) What do you wear more: jeans, sweats, pants, or shorts?
Jeans. A lot of jeans. I hate shaving my legs XP

115) You're a Sharpie marker, what color are you?
Turquoise! :party:

116) Where do you go if you are butt naked and locked out of your house?
I'd run to a girlfriend's house who lives right around the corner. Sneak, not run, but close enough =P

117) Do you prefer to shower at night or in the morning?
Morning.

118) Have you ever said you'd never love again?
Nope, because I know I will. I'm pretty realistic in relationships too.

119) Do you want to please everyone?
Hell. No. Just certain people.

120) Have you heard a song that reminds you of someone today?
Yes :( Not in a good way either...

121) Has someone ever made you a promise & broken it?
Yes; not proud of it either.

122) Are you alone?
Yes.

123) Do you have any older siblings?
No.

124) Fave film you've seen lately?
Scott Pilgrim vs The World! :boogie: Inception rocked too ^^

125) How many months until your birthday?
Less than one! :dance:

Thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat was loooooooooooooooooong...
Enjoy?

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